The Forgotten Page of an old lil’ notebook

Unrelenting Explorations to my past in search of you...

A metaphor that once defined life for me...

I walk down this weary pages of an old lil’ notebook..

Hoping to see those luvly words of luv exchanged..

Taken into the realms of pain...i wilt down

So do the Daffodils around...their splendour charred

I walk into an alien land where i find no friends for solace...

Even the moon wears a shady charm...

Lil’ memaids that once adorned the place holds a shadowy face..

A garden where our love blossomed, resembles a graveyard..

Those lovely letters of Yours no longer hold the charm..

I fear,these faint memories would desert me amidst this chaoitic silence..

Valiently i walk down those pages,searching for you..

Your Splendour..My fervour..i feel would take me through..

Panting...Gasping and winded i reach this last lil’ page..

I found no one..but an empty horizon...

These last words of Yours kissing me goodbye..slits through veins all over again..

I lay trampled...down on the ground awaiting the end..

Of this long painful journey...But Alas!!Even Gods aint that merciful..

I sigh..Before being run over by those memories all over again....

TKM cALLiN!!!

TKM cALLiN!!!

Finaly engineering over,one step conquered. ..many more to go..Still itz crstal clear..d day i joined d college..TKM..3rd best in Kerala...!.Dose raggings ,whch i got screwed...dose seniors whu teased me..whum to i sed all d ugliest thingz in diz world..!!(atleast in my mind)..My hostelz...i ve changed 3 out of four!.each room seemed smethin special to me..My bed.which was wit me for dis yrz....heh..which i mercilessly sacrificed for bein unfit to carry.!My clz roomz .,frm 1st yr to 4th..kept changing.,but 1st and last was equally borin being isolated.!2nd n 3rd were awsme,in d sense of sketching.V ruled d clz..v ruled d college..yes .mexxstallianz..we cal ourself.Dose profz n lectz,whu did an excellent job in moulding us into new generation techiez. Who supported us all d way..in all our activites.Espcially our advisor..Roshan Sir..without whum our crse wud ve been a boring encounter.All othrz whu registerd our undeserved attendences,..but v did a gr8 job by staying away and not distrbing d mood of d clzez.!D xamz ...i ad to get rid off..! total 180 xamz ..!i wonder hew i managed all of dem...dose dayz were filled wit tension...wew..but it was sme xperience...itz like u hate it wen it cmes n love it wen itz not der..!D back gate n dose junior galz! Back gate was our huntin grnd, n d girlz wer our preyz. Dat was d region wer stallions became lions. Dey wer pretty patient n co-orported with us..d pics of dose lovely ones still cherishes. thnk u for not makin an issue.V luv u! Dis was d main reson for our existence....My frndz, whu like dat in every other's life, played a valuable role ,influencin n develpin my character,my thouts,n my believes..Dose whu made fun at my expense..n ones whum i made fun of...dem whu inspired me in bunkin clsez withut ny despair.Who taught me d art of Spirtitng d soul..both with smoke n scotch.Above all whu helped me in gettin out of diz enggi hell unscathed even once..All those sketchin boyz ..d masters in wild sketchingz..d enjoyment v got..d plesure v attain..It take sme effort to forget all dose dayz..And many more....n if i kept ritnig like dis..it may take up d spce of a novel..so its better dat i surmise itt!And nww...evrything over..Clgz been a distant memmory..n dose dayz.And in d crse of tym..evryonez spreading..D dayz luk no more sweeter..experiencin d heat of boredom..Hopes i been a student fore ever,,.Tyme rewindz ..atleast for once..to rejoy all my past..!

wAtZ iN a nAmE???

Recently All India Barber's Union filed a case against the Srk starring Billu Barber,the remake of our very own 'kathaparayumbol'.They felt that the name is insulting the profession of hairdressers.For avoiding further controversies, the producers of the film were swift to change the name to just BILLU..! After the name change too,Srk's residence was attacked...!What they need now? Can't even agree that the name was derogetory for the barber community.
When SlumDog Millionaire baged the Golden Globes and attracted
apprecitation from all over the globe, some groups in India were
busy trying to play with the name of the film as well as the content. Some said its tarring the image of shining India projecting the life in the slum.Some concentrated that 'Slumdog' is insulting the sentiments of the people in the slum.But they are not understanding the fact that this is real India where 60% lives in slums and rural areas.What is the mistakes in others knowing this?Easy to shout on the name of a 'name' but solutions of the real problems are hard to find out.!
On Janvary 24, the pub Amnesia and ladies in mangalore were attacked by a group of animals who themselves called Sri ram sena. Sad, a group which is named after Ram getting engaged in such animous activity.Proclaiming as the moral police and trying to save the Indian culture,they rampaged into the pub, terrorised the women community partying inside the pub and assaulted the stranger who came speaking for the
girls.Next day Sri ram sena, an unknown entity till last year went famous...!So as Pramod Muthalik.Last year it was MNS and Raj Thackerey who struggled to make their name heard in the news channels.Renuka Chowdri,Minister of state for women and some feminist organisations came with words of anger in the intial state but soon went into oblivion.
Chinese proverb had stressed-" Every one is free to swing his arms,but his arm should end just before other one's nose."
But here in India,one is crushing other's face.Some in the name of culture,some saying the case of insult.Where is the right of freedom? These issues mentioned above are just an example of a large category.This happens only in India.The rights are there only in books of the laws and those who are tipped to instal law and order convinently twist the laws in terms of their friends.Protest and demonstration by the opposition against the offenders capture the streets for a week and after that when the topic loses the charm,the public will soon learn to forget things quickly.
Concluding,in India....not only right of freedom ,but any right is going to be difficult to get inducted.Our law and security is so inneficient that no wonder why Jihadiz tempt to target Indian cities and people so often.We always like suffering.Will ever this situation change ? Heh...well I am cynical on this issue.Looking forward to the Valentine's Day !!!